The Beginning

Everyone asks me how I knew I had this gift? When did you start doing this?

The answer isn't short or easy. Truth is, nothing worth talking about ever is. In this blog I will be giving snippets into my life, the life and times of those I love. Family stories and the memories I have of my childhood. I will have trigger warnings as there will be conversations about abuse, physical, emotional, and manipulation. Life has these spectacularly BEAUTIFUL moments and then it has these dark, ugly moments. We will be discussing all of these and how they shape a person. I will blog about the newest psychological studies. Things that have helped our hurt me in my healing practice. Things I have found out about myself through therapy (highly recommend) and self work. 1. I am an Autistic/Adhd woman. 2. I am highly emotional and prone to deregulation. 3. My "lack" of motivation is not a lack of "motivation", I become deregulated often times and can't move to do anything I am supposed to. 4. My conditions are compounded by PTSD. 5. I was misdiagnosed at Bi-Polar and Depressive Disorder. (Common with females with the above diagnosis. Here, we will see the what I have learned and that I am not a guru in all topics. I am like the rest of us souls living in meat suits. I am messy and complicated, but my heart, my education and my constant study of the spiritual connection and brain wiring aids myself and others in being the best version of themselves they can be. One of my favorite things to say to clients, you do the best you can with what you know at the time. Be kind to your past mistakes but you no longer have to make them. Always strive for the best version of you and that version will change through life.